i’m such a good girl. i posted when my papa ask me to!
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rosetarore
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rosetarore
though i am happy in this friendship,i find that something is missing as months go by. Especially her. She’s too busy to even sit down and listen to us anymore. She’s not the only one busy. I am.also. It’s not my fault that she fails to manage her time properly. She stays back very very late on cca days and saturdays but me? i have to stay back at school almost every day and every week. She claims that she read me like a book but does she realise that this little book of her is beginning to close and block readers out? Does she know the little war i am having inside my mind? Does she know that there was a time when i thought it was time for me to go?I feel jealous when i see my old bestfriend with her new friends. Of course,she is in another school. WHAT DO YOU EXPECT? Damn. we have the same aggreggate when we took our PSLE but she did not want to be in westwood. if she did,i don’t know what will happen. probably we would still be best friends?i dont know. but is it my fault? is my version of friendship different then what they see ‘friendship’ as? or is it my fault for even having expectations when it comes to friendship? i don’t know,
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rosetarore
It seems as though Kathleen is the main one updating the Crano blog maybe because she has no blog and she needs to vent her anger out.ahaha..
AND I AM NOT A FLIRT!!!
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cranos
I feel so abcdefghijklmnopqrstuvwxyz;lost;confused. And I seem to be the only one updating this blog. … Gosh, what happened to everyone? … Nevermind. Anyway, let’s welcome the first day of the month. 01’06’08. Well, so many happenings recently. I doubt I can come online that often. I doubt I will come online that often. Christiana’s World evolves around 34 guys. Angelica’s World evolves around … I don’t know? 1 guy? Rose’s World evolves around 123475127127315671769889789765145312341756178915794 guys. Wow, Rose is sure a flirt. Hahahahaha! For me, my world only evolve around … 6 guys? Hahahahahah! This is so not true lah. For me only. Maybe Angelica as well. For Christiana and Rose, it’s the fact. The reality. The truth! Hahahahaha! Okay, enough of joking. Time to be serious already. 01’07’08. A perfect day to sort everything out. And I mean practically EVERYTHING. From Studies to Relationships. Guess if that’s the case, I better hit the books already. Till then. &&Rose’s birthday is coming soon. So
HAPPY ADVANCED BIRTHDAY!(:
Study Hard, Play Hard, Train Hard!
PaPa Crano!(:
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cranos
Fine, this phrase has been in my head. For the whole day, I don’t know why. School was average I guess? Only with one exception. Homework’s killing me! HAHAHAHA(: Okay, it ain’t killing me alright? It’s just that I’m lazy to do. Thus, resulting in piles of homework waiting for me. I’m not going to let it pile it up any further. I’m going to attack the whole pile today! Even if it means that I’ve got to burn the midnight oil. I’ll do it. Something’s been bugging me. I shall not say what it is. But I’m so afraid. I’m so afraid that it will come true. The fact that I like you. I mean, it’s not that simple as … ‘I Like You’ kind of feeling. It’s more than that. And it’s been bugging me since school reopen. Since the first day I saw you after school reopened. And to speak the truth, I loathe it. I really loathe it. Sometime’s I loathe myself because of this. And, it’s like … Sometime’s when I see you, we’re like normal friends. And nothing else. But sometime’s when I see you, I feel as though there’s something between us and I just can’t bring it up. With the fear that, if I confess, you’ll start avoiding me. But if I don’t confess, I feel … uncomfortable. I can’t find any other words to describe the feeling. It’s just … weird kind of feeling. And I loathe it. Things haven’t been going smoothly, as I expected. But, there’s no time to waste. It’s time, to hit the books and get serious. But you know what, I just can’t get myself to do it. And I never will. But I will try and I will succeed, somehow.
Some things, are meant to be said. Whereas, some things ain’t. Maybe, I should just shut my gap for perhaps a week. I won’t reply messages. I won’t pick up phonecalls for me, unless it’s dead serious. I won’t communicate with anyone. For more than week, and I’ve done that. And succeeded. Perhaps I should start tomorrow.
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cranos
Just got back from Taekwondo. Average, but fun. But just couldn’t get into the mood to smile. It seems as though everything’s going haywire. I don’t know why. I seem as though I’m losing everything. Every single thing. Every single thing you can think about. I guess I’ve got no choice. Life’s like that. You can’t change it. And it will never will. ‘Cause things happen for a particular reason. Everything that happened, happens for a reason. And we can’t change the fact that it’s this way. I’ve been thinking on the bus. It’s only the second day of school and so many things have happened. Am I going to persevere until eveything’s over after ‘O’ Levels? Or am I going to give up halfway? I don’t know what’s install for me in the future. I don’t see much hope, that’s all I can say. Everything seems so hopeless now. Everything, especially me. The most hopeless living person on Earth. Grades are lousy. And I just can’t get into the mood to buck up. I tell myself, I’ve got to buck up if I wanted a better future. But actions speak louder than words. There’s so many happenings. Too much happenings. And all I want to do is just jump down from the building. Let’s not talk about this anymore. It just upsets me further. Have you ever thought about the feelings about the people around you? Have you? Have you ever had such feeling that you feel like crying out, but you just can’t?
It’s only the second day of school. Many events happening. Homeworks starts to pile up. That’s all the things I can say about school. What else is there to say? I don’t know. Schedules busy. And I just hope there’s no training tomorrow.
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meow
zzzzzzzz. school reopen. sad. boring!
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cranos
Oh yeahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. WOOHOO!~ I’m like super duper happy now! Okay, fine. Not really lah. Got this stupid sinking feeling only ): I wonder what’s going to happen. &I don’t want to go for training :X &Thanks alot Rose, for giving me that stupid scare -.- BANG you lah.
Oh yeah, you guys must celebrate with me okay? I’ve said goodbye to Cloud/97 already yeah babehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.I LOVE CRANO. MORE THAN I LOVE-D CLOUD
PaPa Crano:D
always there for you guys, no matter what.
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rosetarore
I scared papa yesterday night by sms-ing her that iam lucky to have her as a friend and that i love her. Kathleen was all, “Are you okay?”
she also added that she will be there no matter what happen.
aww..i lvoe you,papa. i don’t want graduation to come.
i don’t want to be separated from the Cranos. Hey guys, don’t forget to update this Crano blog okay?
keep it alive!!muapapapa!!
lol
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meow
PE SUCKS BIG TIME YEAH.
So does disconnecting from the Net. -_-
