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09:52:21 am on June 24, 2008 |
Just got back from Taekwondo. Average, but fun. But just couldn’t get into the mood to smile. It seems as though everything’s going haywire. I don’t know why. I seem as though I’m losing everything. Every single thing. Every single thing you can think about. I guess I’ve got no choice. Life’s like that. You can’t change it. And it will never will. ‘Cause things happen for a particular reason. Everything that happened, happens for a reason. And we can’t change the fact that it’s this way. I’ve been thinking on the bus. It’s only the second day of school and so many things have happened. Am I going to persevere until eveything’s over after ‘O’ Levels? Or am I going to give up halfway? I don’t know what’s install for me in the future. I don’t see much hope, that’s all I can say. Everything seems so hopeless now. Everything, especially me. The most hopeless living person on Earth. Grades are lousy. And I just can’t get into the mood to buck up. I tell myself, I’ve got to buck up if I wanted a better future. But actions speak louder than words. There’s so many happenings. Too much happenings. And all I want to do is just jump down from the building. Let’s not talk about this anymore. It just upsets me further. Have you ever thought about the feelings about the people around you? Have you? Have you ever had such feeling that you feel like crying out, but you just can’t?
It’s only the second day of school. Many events happening. Homeworks starts to pile up. That’s all the things I can say about school. What else is there to say? I don’t know. Schedules busy. And I just hope there’s no training tomorrow.
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