rosetarore
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09:02:12 am on August 30, 2008 |
though i am happy in this friendship,i find that something is missing as months go by. Especially her. She’s too busy to even sit down and listen to us anymore. She’s not the only one busy. I am.also. It’s not my fault that she fails to manage her time properly. She stays back very very late on cca days and saturdays but me? i have to stay back at school almost every day and every week. She claims that she read me like a book but does she realise that this little book of her is beginning to close and block readers out? Does she know the little war i am having inside my mind? Does she know that there was a time when i thought it was time for me to go?I feel jealous when i see my old bestfriend with her new friends. Of course,she is in another school. WHAT DO YOU EXPECT? Damn. we have the same aggreggate when we took our PSLE but she did not want to be in westwood. if she did,i don’t know what will happen. probably we would still be best friends?i dont know. but is it my fault? is my version of friendship different then what they see ‘friendship’ as? or is it my fault for even having expectations when it comes to friendship? i don’t know,
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